posted by admin on May 27
I’ve come to the end of my rope…
1) I’m unattractive: I’m 6′3″ broad shouldered, and started to lose my hair at age 17, hence I can’t attract anyone but the most desperate of girls. Trust me….I’ve seen the type I attracted.
2) I’m unsuccessful. I have a B.A. in English from Michigan State; in other words, worthless. I subsist on temporary jobs. I will be filing for Chapter 7 bankruptcy in a few weeks.
3) My one semi-friend comes from a semi-wealthy family: mother is a doctor, father is a professor….whereas my father is an unsuccessful attorney, my mother is a loser who works in a drug store and gets state aid for depression….had an affair with our neighbor who saved enough so that she can live in relative comfort.
4) My life is going nowhere and i can see no reason to keep going on, really….I have never had a girlfriend and utterly hated the few girls who dated me….meanwhile, my “best friend” is getting married in August, honeymooning in Jamaica, and is spending the weekend in NYC in a suite bigger than my apartment.
I want to off myself because I’m nothing…I’m sick of people telling me that money doesn’t matter (a common theory among unsuccessful people), that looks don’t matter (a common theory among unattractive people)…..
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